The mountain of God is in sight.

It makes me sick sometimes when I look back at my life. Other times, it makes me smile. Of course, I think we all have these life experiences.

Right now, I look at the past with hope. Why? Because I feel like I am on an upswing when it comes to my faith. After a time in the wilderness, I feel like I can at least see the mountain, though I am not yet climbing it. This past Sunday was wonderful. For the first time in months I felt an overwhelming tear inducing joy. I feel like freedom from the weights that try to pull at me is right around the corner.